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Monday, October 30, 2006
Its been rather a long time ever since i make up my blog or even blog... i guess i am going to "renovate" my blog abit liaoz... hmm... till then take care folks...- Only Heaven Knows
Tuesday, September 12, 2006
Recently Singapore had just step up on the freaking security due to IMF and world bank meet. Its been a really busy month for everyone including myself. Life as a soldier seems to be always kena manipulated by the government. Even my weekends are also burnt for this IMF... Damn... But good in a way that it helps me to save money. Haha... Pathetic thinking... guess it is only a way of consoling myself.- Only Heaven Knows
Friday, September 01, 2006
Been quite awhile since i ever come here... I believe many of the viewers might be thinking that i am already MIA (Missing In Action - for those who don't understand the abbr.) from this blog... but i guess you are wrong... I am actually collecting and taking things into account what can be put up and what cannot be.
- Only Heaven Knows
Sunday, May 28, 2006
A long time since i blog. The last time i blog i believed its saying i have been posted to Signal Institute. Time flies... Now i have completed my Signal Course in Stagmont Camp. I am considered a Full Fledged Signaller. I get my unit posting. Its at Lim Chu Kang Camp 2 which is under RSAF - Air Defence System Division 163 Squadron. I belong to their Signal Platoon maintaining their communications radio and such. Can't really illustrate much as many things are confidential and classified. All i know i will be in that unit for the next 1.5 years.
I not sure what kind of bike rider he is, but i guess he is quite a chiongster. I wasn't surprise of how he met an accident. I was surprise by that the accident was a fatal one that causes me to lose a friend that i know for 4 years. To me, he maybe once a gangster in secondary school, but he is a friend that you can count on when you face any troubles. We had fun, pain and done lotsa michievous stuff together when we are in our secondary school ages. I am really depress to hear his death news on monday 22nd of May 2006 which is also the day when i officially graduated from Signal Institute as a Full-Fledged Signaller. I did not managed to sit into his funeral because i am busy with some stuffs. I guess i am going to pay him a visit at his grave. "Seng, you will always be remembered by your band of brothers of Bowen Secondary School..."- Only Heaven Knows
Sunday, April 16, 2006
Its really benn a long time since i blogged... As usual... ARMY stuffs...- Only Heaven Knows
Friday, March 17, 2006

Think back when i first enlisted in the army, i was send to Pulau Tekong for Basic Military Training. I was like none other than just another "kuku" that step into a place where some people call that hell and some people call it a Free Government Chalet. Mix feelings i have before i enlisted on the 2nd of Dec 2005. I keep telling myself, since i have to be enlisted, then i should have to set my mind to allow the higher rank to "Tekan" me...
Still remember when the first time i step into Tekong, i had my first lunch which is chicken rice set. Many soldiers for the very first time before they go for their fieldcamp, they will say the food there sucks comparing to the food outside. I did same for the very first few weeks. I always graded the food as lousy when comes to food survey. But after fieldcamp, everyone will change it's point of view saying the food is good/great. It is because Combat Ration is something that a soldier will eat at a very last option. Fresh ration is always a hot favourite in out-field. As like many Singaporeans who have been living in nice cosy environment, will never appreciate the SAF chalet's Bunk until Fieldcamp where you have to sleep in the nature. Smells of urine and shit may just flew pass your nose at anytime of the day. Muddy or sandy grounds, Tree roots making your backache is often a problem when out-field. That is where soldiers like me will appreciate what is given to me.
Follow on in life of BMTC will be the POP parade which i had made it 15 of March 2006. Graduated as a trained soldier, increase a rank from recruit to private, i will never forget my brothers in arms who had chiong thru the thicks and thins with me.
Today i got my posting. I will be going to Signal Institue to continue my next chapter of NS.
Stagmont Camp is where i will be reporting on the 20th of march 2006. To what i know, i will be again posted out after a period of time from there. But definitely i will be posted out to units as a signaller. I just wish i am not going to be combat signaller. I just wish my life to be stable and if can slack most of the time... wish me good luck!- Only Heaven Knows
Posting a Blog post on sunday morning @ 0327hrs is not what i will usually do. But i cant help it as i have something to share with a platoon-mate who is known as Jack Lee Thiong Wee. I am not sure whats going on between him and his section-mate. I personally had some hearings from different people. But upon seeing what he written in his friendster account, i realise that he is one of the minority who brought back bad memories from Pulau Tekong.

I hope Jack will come and read my blog post. Here is some words from my point of view without any influence from anyone:
Jack, I didn't know that you are suffering so much. But of course i am not the kind that will give sympathy to anyone. In the point of my view, i would like to tell you that you are not the worse in the platoon. In fact, before you putting any blame to others saying how bad they are, how they treated you, have you ever thought of what you have done, what little actions you have made without yourself realising it, have made others be disgusted of you? I admit that people do sometimes make fun of you, saying sacarstic words. But i believe they have given you chance to change. 15 weeks of BMT, i realise that your sight towards people has always been unfriendly most of the time or rather i would put it this way, you failed to open up yourself to let others accept who you are. Unfriendly looks and constant "stares" it is enough to make people refrain from being friends with you. Look at Firoz for example, if he behaves like you do, will he ever get any friends except for the malays? What about another example, look at Kusairy. I would say he is a fucking bastard that act fucking garang making everyone so fucking pissed off with him. I heard stories of others saying about you. Most stories i heard is your eyes. Although you didn't mention to me anything, but to what i known off, Luke had given your chance to be your friend. Any of the platoon mates out there will say Luke is a friendly friend. Why? Not because he is out to buy people's heart. He is able to give help without asking any returns. Even when people took advantage of him, he will just forgive and forget. Sometimes he would give encouragements by words or by little actions. I am not praising him. I wanna let you know that you can also. Habit can be change. Don't make a habit a permanent one. Change to be a better one and friends will come to you naturally. Look at me, I do what I want, I scold my friends, but in the end, how many people hate me? I dare to admit my mistake infront of my friends. I believe you can do it. Come back to think of it, isn't it better to have more friends than foes? Being self-center doesn't help. It may even bring u more hatred. Yes you can ignore it but can you stand people pin-pointing you for each and every step you made? You must learn to blend into the crowds. Trying to strike a conversation is also a tatical thing to do. Like YongHan, Section 3 give him lotsa nickname, we even slap him on his back and scolded him loudly for stupid little things he made. But in the end, he did not keep to himself, he still treat us as his friends, that is why he is lovable to everyone. You can do the same. Open your heart out and smile more, invite more friends into your circle. Thats all i can say... Action leave to yourself...
6 more hours to get posting!! Argh!!! I hope Driver Unit!!! Kaki Bukit!!!! Shall end here... 0351hrs... time to rest!!!
- Only Heaven Knows
Thursday, March 16, 2006
Yesterday (15 March 2006) marks the day where a young civilian turns into a trained soldier. It is a day where Recruit Soldier say good bye to his school. YES! POP LOH!!!! 15 weeks of booking in and out of Pulau Tekong Basic Military Training Centre School 1, finally, everyone of us have come to the very end of the BMT. It is also a day to mark our rank promotion, from a Chao Recruit to Private. No more sergent tekans, No more SOC (Standard Obstacle Course), No more 24km Route March, No more BIC (Basic Innoculation Course), No more BAC (Basic Assualt Course). The best of all, we are free from the lowest rank!!! haha...- Only Heaven Knows